BTDT. My ex went through the change and overnight, she was angry at me all the time. The more I tried to be supportive, the more angry she became. So, I started avoiding her. Not all the time, but I did take up a new hobby. And when she stopped liking something we'd enjoyed together for years, I'd just keep on doing it. She also picked up new hobbies. But through it all I loved her and longed to be with her. Then, one day I approached her and she acted like I had the plague. Over the next few days, she revealed a boyfriend and that she wanted a divorce. Like you, I tried to hold onto any thread she would give me.
Until one morning when I asked if I could take her out for supper that evening. She already had plans to go dancing and lectured me for about an hour about moving on with my life and having a plan in case things didn't work out. When she finished, she asked if I had anything to say. I looked deep in her eyes and said, "Happy Anniversary." At that moment, I made my decision to get out while I was still alive. I no longer trusted her. I couldn't enjoy my time with her or away from her. She had become a stranger, but looked so familiar. I had kept my feelings hidden from nearly all of my friends-partly from shame, partly because she didn't want others to see our dirty laundry. And though I never drank before and still never touch the stuff, I was one drink away from becoming an alcoholic.
I do have some words of wisdom that may sound like advice you got years ago. Before you decide to divorce, make dam sure it's the right decision. Unlike marriage, divorce is forever. She still comes to visit me in my dreams almost every night. If the radio plays our song, I have to turn it off. Though she cheated on me and tried to change nearly every thing about me that makes me me, I still long to hold her in my arms. So, make sure it's the right decision, and that you can live with this decision for the rest of your life.
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Today's Featured Article - Madison's County - by Anthony West. Philip Madison has been a good friend of mine for quite some time. He has patiently suffered my incessant chit chat on the subject of tractors for longer than I care to remember, and on many occasions he has put himself out, dropped what ever it was he was doing, to come and lend a hand cranking handles, or loading a find onto a trailer. Although he himself has never actually owned or restored a tractor, he was always enthusiastic and always around helping with other peoples projects.
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